Recovery

My struggle

I can identify with trying to remove distractions …

Jeff Roberts - Sep 5, 2007

I can identify with trying to remove distractions and make time to just be still.

We all need to be in our own little bubble sometimes it is what keeps us sane. And yes I think that everyone goes through the same struggles.

My struggle

Tired.
Bored.
Lonely.
Bitter.
Angry.
Helpless.
Controlled.
Concealed.
Afraid.
Aggravated.
Imprisoned.
Obligated.

I really don’t have anywhere to hide today. I’ve ALWAYS had somewhere to hide–work, women, racing, ****, friends, school, academics, video games, chat rooms, reading. That’s the comforting thing about being obsessive–you lose yourself in things, easily. You’re not YOU when it’s uncomfortable to be there. Obsession, fantasy, denial–they all go hand-in-hand. They’re my trinity of “not dealing with stuff”.