As I look out towards the new year, I just want to vent. I want to give voice to the few doubts and fears I have…
I’m working at a company that doesn’t have much of a reason to exist, making mediocre products that my customers dislike more with each passing iteration, working on a new product that will either fail outright or never be used.
Despite the above, I have a rough time relaxing this week…this car fever has me in its grip for two reasons–I’ve always wanted a BMW, but I love my MINI. I don’t love it more than I’d love being out of debt and in secure financial shape.
I’m beating-up myself for not doing things..things I promised myself I’d do this time off: selling some stuff on ebay, organizing my finances, exercising, relaxing, reading. I’ve pretty much done none of it.
:-) Every vacation is like this…it takes me until a certain day to ‘detox’ from my workaholism, and then I can finally relax.
Thanks for listening